They see me rollin They hatin...

Oh well! Another week has passed and to be hones I thought it would be more hard than it actually went!
I woke up this morning feel in wonderfully wonderful, for no special reason, I am just very happy with myself and with the way my life is going.
I still feel a little blue sometimes from what happened last week, but I know he doesn't deserve someone like me. he want average, submission, boredom, and I am far from all this! So, lets keep moving bitches!!!
had an amazing time at the gym today. yes, sunday is also a day to work out. I have been doing a lot of it lately, everyday, and must be all the endorphin coming through my brain giving me all this happiness, but who cares? I surely don't!
Its been a long while since I felt so good with myself like I am feeling now, and to make things more nice, I am going out for a dinner on wednesday with a very nice guy. Funny how things happen.
I was actually not giving any credit to this, but we have been texting each other every day, from morning to evening, and feels good. SO we will see.
I told this 2015 would be my year, and I will make it!!

School is a little hard and with a lot of papers to write, in swedish, but I am doing ok, have been approved on all the papers I have already sent, and don't want it to change. The teacher says I am very good on what I am doing and I am probably be done in the summer. Wich is amazing, so my plan can keep on track of time and maybe next fall I will be an university student. AGAIN!!!

Da is planning to come visit in the spring, a bittersweet emotion there, but will be nice to have someone to help with miss S for awhile, especially because by then school will probably be harder.

But what is making me smile the most, is the fact that I found out that someone just lost a LOT, and I mean a LOT LOT!!! And it make me feel sorry for him, but at the same time amuse me. I know its evil, and you are not suppose to be happy for someone else's misery, but he is not feeling miserable at all, maybe he will regret, maybe he will now, just time will tell, but I feel really good cause I realized that it wasn't me who had the big loss, but him!
I am an amazing and terrific person, and is too bad for him that he didn't see it. Probably my wednesday dinner company have already realized that and that is why we are getting along so well. Probably.

Anyway, now I have a couple of assignments to write. Good night fellas!