Another day, Another dollar

Friday again, and I am sitting here with my thoughts running around my brain as a marathon!
A lot of planning to do. School started and it seems a lot, more than I can handle, it is so frustrating to have to be in school again, after all those years, I just feel dumb and stupid. But I will make it, no matter what.

In 6 days, little miss one will be 5 years old, and times just fly! Cant believe 5 years already has passed. So much we have done and been through! She is just amazing day after day.

I think I am getting sick, a cold or something, been feeling for a couple of days now, but nothing really happened yet, so can't be totally sure.

Was just tripping today on my way back home, how would be nice to have a movie scene happening to me, like the guy coming to my door unannounced, with flowers, or chocolate or whatever, and I was going to be home, with my hair in a pony tail and my horrible wear pants and my minnie mouse Pj's t-shirt… Just so stupid! Movies are movies and this is real life. Would be nice though.

I want to travel this year, although, the economy must not allow me, but I want at least get one of my dream wish list item done! Northern lights. Tried that last september when I was in Umeaå, but RB said it was still too much light to be able to see. Maybe I will succeed.

The trip to Brazil won't happen next month, I am sad but happy, I really didn't want to go, but would have been nice to skip the winter for a couple of weeks, anyway….
Probably dad is coming sometime in the spring instead, hopefully I will be feel in better and able to enjoy the beautiful swedish landscape during spring/summer.

I am geting to know a very nice person, but I think I have already screwed things up a little with this stupid head of mine and my power of over thinking, or as he said. "over analyzing" everything. Cant do much now, but wait and see.
Hope I am wrong, I was feeling very good, and still am, thought I would might be on the right path to make myself happy and have someone coming along to enjoy and share it. And I REALLY hope that this little (but yet big) thing that happened, just don't ruin everything.

Well, I am very tired today, learn swedish really takes off my energy, so will be a very easy and lazy friday evening with my little miss.

Catch up later!