Oh la la la

2 weeks has passed since FP said he doesn't have the "right feelings", whatever it means, and of course I wallow and thought that maybe he was doing a wrong decision, but to be honest, today, I woke up like, whatever, he doesn't deserve me or my feelings and everything that comes with it.
I am focusing on school, with is taking my whole time, and feels good. I start training again, and feels wonderful, think I finally find my place in my life where I can focus on myself instead of trying to please someone else.
And is their own loss, I am an incredible person, and the only who is losing, is the ones that doesn't want to be around me. So FUCK THEM!!!

Cant say I am 100% happy, noone is, but I feel I am on the right path, and will get there. Life is what we make of it, and why spend my time on someone that don't give a rat's ass to me? Right, maybe I am bitter, but who cares? I love myself and I have been through enough shit in my life to be sure that also shall pas.
So I must focus on what is important to ME and work for it.

I still have people around me who would give anything to stay around me, and those people are the ones I should spend my time with and value their time with me. The ones who suddenly decided not to be there, TO BAD FOR THEM!!