Bipolar Sunday

Sunday again, and it feels like I am getting sick.
Sometimes when I read my posts here, I think I have some problem, sometimes I am very sad and then, the day after I am very happy. Borderline maybe? haha
Anyway, weekend is over, then I just went over my assignments for next week, and have a lot already! Going crazy!!!
My new year resolution of quit smoking turned up to be a big failure, since I am still smoking, but will quit.
I am on the way to change between gym places, hopefully will get it all fixed this week, so I can start training again, feeling little depressed without it, and with a lot of spare time, with is not good. neither for the body or mind!

Had a very nice and fun weekend. Yesterday me and little miss S took the train to Malmö to send the evening and today with FP, was very nice. He cooked for us, then we had dinner and watched a movie. Calm and cozy.
Today we took miss S to ice skating, with was really fun, she was afraid, and so was I! First time, but it went well, and we were there for 2 and a half hour. Then went back to FP apartment, took a nap and time to come back to Ängel-lhålla. Boring.

Feelings were a mix of anxiety, disappointment, happiness and a flu! But it was good.
I felt a little distance and a lot of caution from FP this weekend, but I can understand, I screwed up a few days ago with this stupid mind of mine, so not a really surprise he would take things more careful, since he saw now I am crazy! :P

Anyway, things are slow and calm, with is good, and hopefully will lead to a very good and happy place.
My task for this week is try very hard not to get ahead of myself and not over think stuffs, trying to find things where there are no things to be found! Hope I will make it!

The only thing I can say is, I really liked this weekend, and I am happy that I finally have some company to do stuff with, and kiss, and fall asleep on his chest, and make fun, joke around, and just smile. Is a wonderful feeling. Been awhile I was this relaxed and really enjoying things as they are.
Even with my feeling of the distance, with can possibly mean nothing at all, I felt safe. So all good in the hood!!!! :D

Will start a new week with a big smile and positive thoughts! My borderline brain is on the happy mood today! So lets enjoy it while it last! Lol