I wanna start a fight

This post is chronologically misplaced. It should come before the last one. Anyway…

I always heard that is really hard and not nice to get into an argument with me, because I end up crying, and then the person can't really have an argument with me.
On top of that. I HATE to fight, arguing or anything, I always break down and cry, with doesn't please me either.

But we had our first argument a couple of weeks ago, was kind of an over reaction and might have been unnecessary, however, I couldn't hold that feeling inside me and just watch he does absolutely nothing about the situation.

The good thing that came out of this, on my point of view, is that the argument brought us closer together. Or I like to think so.

We are making huge plans that will change and affect the life of many. Especially the kids. I asked if he was 100% sure about all that and if he thought it was a good thing for us, relationship wise-speaking. He said yes to both questions, with made me very happy, because I feel likewise, but still…

I got jealous about he skyping with an old school friend (female), and not to mention that I don't know why he is still Facebook friends with the indian bitch. I mean, apparently they have no contact and don't intend to have, so WHAT THE FUCK???
He said he could delete her from his list. Did he does it? I don't know. But I hope so.
And about the Skype one, I said there is no need for them to Skype, can talk, chat, ring each other, why Skype??? Doenst make sense to me.

Yea yea, is the jealousy speaking, but I don't give a fuck!