Dream on

In some cultures, people believe that, what you dream is a prediction what is about to happen to you or t someone close to you. In others, they believe that, what you dream, is the opposite of what is gonna happen. I am not sure in with one I believe, but I have had proof that, my dreams have come true.

I took a nap this morning, because I slept vey bad last night, and then I dreamt we were in Brazil, at my aunt's house, for a bbq or a lunch party or whatever, and then, out of the blue, he asks for everybody attention, get down in one knee and propose to me. Unbeliavable!
I mean, of course I want to be ask to marry someone, and that would be amazing if it happen someday. Not that I want t marry or anything like that, but just to have the knowledge that someone is willing to sure his life with you, is a big thing.

But then, today, after my nap, I sent him a text on whatsapp, all loving and happy, calling him love and shit, wishing a good day at work. And his answer: "morning, tack". WTF????

That was so cold that I actually felt it from here!
Maybe its just my head, but like, yesterday, evening, before the good night text we always send to each other, things were very warm, actually hot. And then, this morning, this. Who can understand?
I surely don't!

On top of that, my daughter's father continue to be a complete asshole and can't help me with anything. I am so tired of it. I am tired of having to always fix things by myself and have no appreciation for it whatsoever.

I am mad, angry, sad, and suspicious. For many reasons. For no reasons at all. Today is not a good day for me. I should have kept sleeping...