One month since that 19th january where I cried my eyes out, and it still hurts. Not all the feelings and stuff, but the lies, the fact that you believe someone and trust someone and this someone just play with you and lie to you and lie about be lying…
Just sad.
I needed some closure, and I had it a couple of days ago, was painful, but very much necessary.
Now I think I can finally just have those feelings inside me and not let it hurt me anymore, because if someone hurt you, someone you trust, someone who promised not hurt you, it will always be in the back of your mind, but someday, when you think about that person, you will not cry anymore, but will smile thinking about how much you have learned, and how much you are a better person because of that, while that person will still be small and miserable, trying to find happiness while making other sad.
It still hurt, and I still cry a little, but it also shall pass.
Now homework time, because my life doesn't stop because someone is a jerk.
PEACE
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