Finally, after a very long storm, I could relax and have a very nice weekend. Sorry for the delay on updating, but had much with the school, we moved to another place, and it sucks big time, I had a lot of homework to do and was really tired!
Anyway, I think I finally realized that it wasn't my fault, and could let me be open to new opportunities in my life, and I had a GREAT time! Thanks for asking.
I needed that closure and all that childish behavior to finally realized that I was wasting my precious and very expensive time, putting effort on someone that doesn't want or deserve - for crying out loud - anything from me, except my silence and distance. Too bad.
Some people only realize what they lost when they lose it, with is the case. For me, the realization was for the best. I can finally breathe without having to think if it is hurting someone, or be very careful about what I do or think. Bye bye sucker!!
Well, things seems to be going on a very nice and relaxing way, I am just gonna sit here and enjoy the ride while I can, because you know, based on history, soon or later, shit will happen…
But I am happy, looking forward and in peace. And that is what matter.
School still sucks and I still think I am too old for this shit, but… We must do what we must do…
Be kind people!
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