Its funny you think you can live without your family friends close and feel a temporally joy by being alone and by yourself, but when its time to celebrate, and doesn't matter if its christmas, easter, birthday or just an accomplishment, you don't want to be alone.
Its hard to not have anyone to share your happiness with, or just having someone to drink wine and talk shit until the sun comes up.
I miss those times.
Is when those days come that I realize how lonely I am. I am not sad or miserable, I am just alone. And being alone is not always a good thing.
I miss having someone to call to when something good happen to me. Or something bad. Someone to just say "lets go"and hear "lets".
Life is hard and a long road, and I have been walking alone for too long.
I am kinda tired and feeling blue today. But won't let this knock me down. I can do whatever I want. I am!
In 4 days I get one year older. One year wiser. Or not. Looking forward to it.
Later!
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