Is that even true?
I mean, people go through stuff all the time, does it make them stronger?
When is the "right"time to give up and realize you are weak and you don't want to keep on trying?
I want to give up. I want to scream out loud that I am weak, powerless, tired, afraid and DONE. So so so done!
Can I do that? am i even allowed to do that?
No i cannot. I have a child that depend on me, that depend on my strength, and a new one on the way. They depend on me, want me it or not, like me it or not. Either having the strength or not I have to keep moving forward, winning a battle at time.
It just seems that ever battle i fight i lose. Doesn't matter how much effort i put into it isn't never enough. I always end up broke. Afraid. Scared. Weak. Powerless. DONE!
When will be time to scream I WON? Will i ever have this time? Will i ever be able to sit back, take a deep breath and know that I won?
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