Its been almost 3 weeks since the moving, and it feels great!
However, those stupid thoughts run in and out off of my mind, and sometimes I think he regretted his decision of moving in together, even though he said the other day that he never been happier.
Ok, maybe he is not jumping and singing and shouting out the whole time how happy he is and how amazing it all is, but...
I don't that either, but I feel so insecure... I think that he feels I am too lazy, that I sleep too much, that I could do more as a "housewife", but really...
It is so hard to know exactly what others are thinking, and sometimes its is better not to think about it, but how can I manage not to do that?/
I am a mess, and all that anxiety and worries just make me feel so bad, when I should be enjoying the best thing that ever happened to me!!!
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