A piece of me

Since tuesday night I sit home alone without my baby girl who is with her father, and doesn't seem like my life is complete.
I like to be alone and enjoy the silence and not to have to give attention to anyone, o worry about food and stuff, don't get me wrong, I love being a mom, but every parent needs some time by themselves.

But after a couple of hours without her, it seems like something is missing, that a piece of me is gone. And it is really a piece of me that is gone, for a few days, and when she comes back, I will certainly wish for some peace and quiet when she starts to demand too much attention from me.

It is a bittersweet feeling. I don't think I will ever get used to it. And who could guess that me, Ana Thaire, would be such a dedicate mom??
NO ONE!!!

Some people still get surprised on how much "good"I do this parenting-never-ending job.
I can't understand why.

And now my little girl is asking for a baby! What to do?!
I want another baby sometimes, but most of the time I don't.
It is like starting over a game that you have already finished.
I mean, I LOVE to be a mom, but I don't know if I want to do all over again. All the diapers changing, nights awake, sore boobs, vomiting and so on…

Time will tell. And if it is on God's plans for my life another baby, then it will happen at the right time.

In the mean awhile, some chips and chocolate, because I am worth it!